Apparently i cant do damn thing right. Cant talk to my guy friends, cant be friends with them. Cant have no guy family memebers on my facebook.
This fighting shit is getting to old, especially over petty ass shit. He says i dont love him because i dont want to stop being friends with people I CONSIDER family. Hey they were there when i had no one, no family, no home, no happiness. But they were there to help me through all the hard time. I dont understand why he dont see some people are family even when not blood. he can have that with some of his friend but i cant because ima girl adn they are guys?! wtf!!?!?!
Its getting so ridiculous. we have a baby together and all we have done is fight. he keeps picking fights, and blaming me. Saying its because ima go to vegas to visit family. It has nothing to do with that. Hes the one flipping out talking shit 24/7.
Waited all day for him to come home and spend time with us but instead he wants to play that fucking poker game instead and talk shit. He started playing that damn game about 530pm and only got of 5am. WTF!!
And he wonders why im so pissed. Talking to bitches about fucking them, just because one of my guy friends asked why i deleted him! WTF, and im wrong. mother fucker man, now ive been trying to sleep all night but he has to have the light on and shit and now we go to bed. and he has to talk shit so i cant even go to bed on a damn good note. now my nerves are tore up like they were earlier today
im so sick of this shit. and i have to get up in a few hours and take care of our daughter all day because he is gonna be playing the game so he aint gonna have time for us. what a bunch of shit.
I miss being happy with him </3
i don’t do shit but I’m treated like a child. i tried to get rid of my ex off of everything but he just seems to keep popping up and i get blamed. holy shit, man it ridiculous when your loved one treats you like your 5years old over something petty! im tired of it. saying he is gonna kick rocks god damn, you say you don’t care but sure seems like you do.
fuck man, no sleep at all and trying to be in a good mood but every time i get in a good mood today he goes and ruins it with bull shit after bull shit. see he can leave but me, i have no where to go but home and that’s so far, he would never see our daughter. man i think we just need to spend sometime apart, damn i need to go visit my family!
I hate the way hes been acting, so childish. arguing over someone hundereds of miles away that i dont care for, dont wanna be with, and dont even talk to. god damn why cant he get that through his thick ass skull. if he read this he’d prolly cuss me out, break the computer and leave. and all im doing is expressing my feelings. its not like any of you know him or me.
Im just tired of hearing how i fuck up when he does no wrong. im tired of being treated like a little kid when im a grown ass women. yes, im not as old or might not know as much as him. but doesnt mean i dont know a lot and have been through enough. but im a kid and thats the way it will always be. like i aint shit. its a joke.
its aggravating how rude he can be, and he dont see it. this relationship is just horrible on and off and im sick of him making me out to be the bad guy. Im the bad guy with the animals, im the bad guy with our daughter, mine as well just leave so no bad guys would be here.
talking about im negative and shit, please hes the one stressing me out and treating me like a damn kid
I feel like its been a billion years since i have been on here.
Well living out in the country you dont get to the computer often! and barely anyone has internet.
oh how i miss you tumblr!
UPDATE!!!!
I had a baby. A little girl named Hailey Marie Horton
Born: Aug 26,2011
weight: 8lbs 10oz
height: 20.5in
head: 15.5in
Almost died having her. Stupid doctor made me get an aneurism in my uterus, scary shit. But i am WAY healthier now.
thank god i am alive. She is very healthy and growing up like crazy! i just want to keep her small. she is gonna be a giant like her daddy. and me and him are wonderful.
Well i am about to go home and eat
hopefully i can block again. bye tumblr <3
- ARIES (Jasmine)willful, feisty, independent
- TAURUS (Belle) creative, loyal, dependable
- GEMINI (Alice) curious, childlike, talkative
- CANCER (Cinderella) cautious, nurturing, empathetic
- LEO (Charlotte) provocative, demanding, flamboyant
- VIRGO (Tiana) realistic, knowledgeable, modest
- LIBRA (Mulan) intellectual, easygoing, indecisive
- SCORPIO (Pocahontas) intense, secretive, passionate
- SAGITTARIUS (Rapunzel) adventurous, spirited, happy
- CAPRICORN (Aurora) respectful, devoted, classy
- AQUARIUS (Ariel) idealistic, rebellious, open minded
- PISCES (Snow White) dreamy, compassionate, kind
LEO <3
(via cuhboom)
Friends VS. Best Friends
FRIENDS: Will comfort you when he rejects you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will go up and ask him, “It’s because you’re gay, isn’t it?”
FRIENDS: Will be there for you when he breaks up with you.
BEST FRIENDS: Will call him up and whisper, “Seven days…” !
FRIENDS: Helps you up when you fall.
BEST FRIENDS: Keeps on walking saying, “Walk much, dumb ass?”
FRIENDS: Helps you find your prince.
BEST FRIENDS: Kidnaps him and brings him to you.
FRIENDS: Will ask you if you’re okay when you’re crying.
BEST FRIENDS: Will laugh at you and say, “Ha Ha, Loser!”
FRIENDS: Will offer you a soda.
BEST FRIENDS: Will dump theirs on you.
FRIENDS: Will sit at the side of the pool withyou at that time of the month.
BEST FRIENDS: Will throw you a tampon and push you in.
FRIENDS: Gives you their umbrella in the rain.
BEST FRIENDS: Takes yours and says, “Run - BITCH - run!”
FRIENDS: Will help you move.
BEST FRIENDS: Will help you move the bodies.
FRIENDS: Will bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be in the room next to you saying, “That was awesome! Let’s do it again!”
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink.
BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food.
FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa.
BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS!
FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail.
BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin “DAMN!” we messed up!
FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry.
BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried…just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore.
FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number.
BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial.
FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back.
BEST FRIENDS: Loses your stuff and tells you, “My bad…here’s a tissue.”
FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you.
BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story…
FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing.
BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you
FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door.
BEST FRIENDS: Walk right in and say “I’M HOME.”
FRIENDS: You have to tell them not to tell anyone.
BEST FRIENDS: Already know not to tell.
FRIENDS: Are only through high school/college. (aka: drinking buddies)
BEST FRIENDS: Are for life.
FRIENDS: Will be there to take your drink away from you when they think you’ve had enough.
BEST FRIENDS: Will look at you stumbling all over the place & say “Girl drink the rest of that ! You know we don’t waste!
FRIENDS: when visiting, acts like a guest.
BEST FRIENDS: opens your refrigerator and helps himself.Reminds me of me and my sissy, Heather. D; Wahh, I miss her like crazy. I feel I’ll never have anyone as great as she was.
I feel the same sissy! i miss you soooo much! no one will ever be like you! you are the best <33
